Ah

Just got some new pictures of my nephew tonight. Looks just like his mama.
I cant believe my little sister had a baby. I wish I wasnt so worried. I know how I handle things around here and Im nuts. And shes just got this immature thing going on and Im just scared that she might lose it when he gets really fussy. But who knows. She could end up being the best mama ever...

I started therapy yesterday morning. We didnt get into much, just the goals I want to accomplish. She seemed kind of "fake" nice. But of coarse I think everyone is that way with me. Im paranoid. OOooooooooo paranoia.. thats another thing to put on the list lol. And I worry about EVERYTHING. hmmmm making new list of goals in my mind.....

Anyways. Stewies favorite thing to do during the day is still crawling over to the window and standing up, banging on it with a various toy or object, and screaming da da da da da da.
And when "da da" finally gets home hes like a crazy maniac. He gets picked up and refuses to let the man take a shower for like ten minutes. He just wants hunny to hold him. They cant sit down either, they have to walk around the house lol. Then when hunny finally does leave for the shower, I am left with a screaming pile of unconsolable baby. Not fun for me.
We have our bonding moments, but this kid is definately a Daddy's boy right now.
He got his flu shot today. Thats probably why he was such a bitchy little monster for me this afternoon. And he refused to eat supper. Refused to eat half his bottle. Poor thing, i hate it when he has to go to bed hungry, but he was so exhausted.