britney

Whyever she did it. I dunno.

She's going through a pretty rough personal time.

Most people think shes just plain gone nuts.

I think she's trying to find herself and is having a really hard time.

I will always look for the bright side with Britney. I hope that things start turning around for her. She will find her way. I know she will.

Ah Valentines

Lots to discuss with you people. I hate that I can never get on here anymore.

For the last week and a half Ive had a major ear infection in both ears. We spent all of our money to get me into an urgent care center saturday morning. I got on some antibiotics. They in turn made me sick to my stomach, so along with painful pounding ears, I was throwing up any semi solid thing that entered my mouth.
Yum.

That went on til about yesterday. Today only one ear still feels as though its under water, and I am still a little sick feeling. And extremely tired.

Um, about three weeks ago, Hunny and I had a nice short little talk about the wedding and well, we cancelled it!
But its a good thing.
Turns out, he was as nervous about the whole being up there in front of everyone you know and saying these vows to eachother, as I was.
And neither of us were too crazy about the whole "everyone-from-out-of-town-stay-in-our-two-bedroom-home" deal.
Sooooooooooooo we are going to run away and get married at the end of April. Maybe spend a few days alone at the beach or something.
Its more personal and less embarassing. I dont know I think its going to be more special this way.
Saying your vows to the one who holds your heart, in front of about two people, its almost like you are alone. We are the only ones who matter on that day anyway and we will feel like it too.

Stewie is a fast running crazy baby!!!
I love his baby jibber jabber. This kid will have a whole entire conversation with you, and all you will understand is "ball" and "paw-paw" and a few "paci's" thrown in there.

He knows when he's about to do something that is wrong, he will go for it slowly, then look back at me and smile, then slowly go for it again waiting for the "NO"
Its hilarious how much of a smart ass he is now.
OOOOH and our poor dog. The little one, she will lay on the floor pillow and if he sees her, he will run over and push her off it and lay on it and smile at me. And god forbid shes on my lap!!
She's always getting pushed out of the way. And now that he knows body parts hes always poking her big chiauahua eyes and grabbing her ears.

Theres so much new stuff he does. Its just nuts. I mean when I started this blog a year ago, I was a scared as hell mother of an infant. A cranky gassy unhappy infant. Its this whole new world now.
A world where I get to blog about once a month. But thats ok. Because I find that there are people who read my blog and leave me too much grief about how I parent my child. Oh yes I leave their comments up, because everyone is entitled to their opinion.
But for you, and I know you are the same one who told me not to complain about my money situation on my own blog, how I decide to put my child down to sleep, does not concern anyone. There are studies that go this way and studies that go that way. You google "cry it out" and tell me that there arent about a hundred and fifty thousand more pages on people against it and telling you the reasons why.
I keep telling myself that a blog is a safe place to share your life and crazyness with the rest of the world to find people like yourself who want to share there lives with you.
But in my case its been alot about people not respecting what I write, and instead of passing by my blog, they come on in and tell me about it. Anonymosly of course, because lets face it, if they left their account name, then I could read their blog, and dispute their ways of doing things. Or I would just be me, and leave it alone.
OH well.